Time is passing, I haven't changed my job yet for so many years. For one hand, I am afraid I can't find another job. For the other hand, I don't know how to find a satisfied job, and my parents also do not support me to change job. The reason I want to change my job, is mainly because the salary is low, what's more I can't learn any new skills there, I am wasting my time, doing the tiring work.

Maybe the wrong person is myself. I know I am not good at socialize with people, I am not good at express myself, I am not good at deal with relationships of people, and I am not good smoking and drinking or I never do that. I just like to be alone for most of the time, I just want to stay with my loved person, I just care the people that I cared about.

To some extent, I do not need much more money. But I have a dream, and it needs money to complete. Confronting my dream, I feel so depressed that I do not know where I am standing now. So many years have passed, the dream is still so far away from me, just as it is at the begining.
And that's why I want to change my job, but I have said, maybe the worng person is myself. Untill you stop repeating the old wrong thing, you will never make your goal done., and stoping the old way, maye it is the most hard part of life. I am intended to find a technology job without much sociality, and I don't know if I persist my own personality or change it into another new way.

In this small city, I am not satisfied. The big city is full of opportunities and chances, I hope I have the courage to go out, but I am afraid. Where should I go? What should I do? No friends, no path. However, untill you try something new, you will never get something new. I need a plan, a strategy that can take me to my destination.

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